"Confident"

The Definition of confident:adjective;
1. If you are confident about something you are sure it will happen the way you want it to.
2. People who are confident are sure of their own abilities or qualities.

This is how I feel today. I'm happy content and confident that I will keep smiling.
My nickname as a kid was Sunshine and it stuck as I grew up, my friends still laugh at the fact that when I hurt myself I crack up laughing I always find the funny side to things What can you do? cry? I don't think so. I use this blog as a journal and I have certainly had my moments but they are short lived feelings that I need to release.
Physical pain rarely makes me cry, emotional pain though is my downfall.
I, at this point of time am emotionally overwhelmed with joy.
I have my regular mates dear long term souls that fill me with joy.
I have my family that is always my stability.
And then I have my new found friends one that I met through tragedy and heartache, she is an amazing woman with a gracious and extremely generous nature, I have found her to be a solid rock of positive expression and love. I have always said that "I LOVE YOU" is the most overused 3 words in the English language, you can say it but if who your saying it to doesn't feel it! then there wasted words. I choose very carefully who I say these words to as I think its a huge responsibility loving someone and its not a commitment to be entered into lightly.
With those words comes responsibility and I take that responsibility seriously.
The new found friend I refer to is a gorgeous gal called Bek. I so appreciate and adore this woman I haven't actually brought a new person into my life for a long time but she is special.
I love her!!! Even when shes down she turns things around to make you feel better I know this to be a rare and endearing quality. She reminded me that we would never hurt someone else with negative comments so why do it to yourself.
In saying that she introduced me to another person on the other side of the world that I have never met whom I also love she is such a special lady who faces adversity each and every day but still takes the time to make sure that I feel not so alone through her words of encouragement and strength. ( Thankyou "D" )

How Blessed I am to have found two wonderful women in one year. I believe that people come to you when you need them and this has renewed my faith in myself.
"To explain" I feel I couldn't possibly have these two women care if I wasn't worth it. I now measure my thoughts on myself by the friends and amazing people in my life.
Its a lesson for all of us to measure our self worth on the beautiful people who love us unconditionally. Consider yourself as you would your best friend, listen to your heart not your head you know if you are of true intentions. You know that the advice you give to your nearest and dearest is said from love, take your own advice and believe in yourself. You can't expect to be loved and respected if you don't love and respect yourself.

I do today
Im happy
Im Blessed
Im ready to face my fears

Bek my sweet soul sister I truly do love you and I so appreciate who you are as a person you are my Absolute Blessing I know that you will always remind me of what true hearts mean.
Me, there for you and You, there for me.
Darlene what can I say to my almost parallel self we have amazingly been on similar paths and your positive outlook gives me strength your words are such a comfort to me. I'm so glad that your with me in Spirit it means a lot to have that "knowing"support.

SO ..................................... "I AM CONFIDENT"