Friday, December 08, 2006

Friday

I am just writing to tell you all how my heart is filled with joy and sincere gratitude of your many kind words.
I am struggling today and have not had my injection yet but I believe it will go well. I am just a little run down. Back to the specialist on Tuesday for results of Blood.

FOR THE GOOD NEWS
I am going to leave u on this short but amazing note though.
I BELIEVE in Prayer..........
I BELIEVE in Positive Thoughts...........
I Believe in Karma..............

SO.......The Aunt, I rang her, I had to,

I am picking up MY Uncles ashes on the 18th. As you can imagine I can not in words express how this makes me feel but needless to say Justice is served and I believe your thoughts of love and goodness your hearts and friendship has given this most perfect gift to me. He will be with family who loves him until I, ME, decides where he would want to be. I believe he has had a hand in this and I also believe this is what he wants and he will give me answers to my questions of where he is to be layed to rest. I didn't have to ask I didn't really say anything I was to upset she offered this, so for what ever her reason I am just grateful.

This is not what I say in haste nor do I say this lightly but I have such Love in my Heart for you who have supported me this past few days from abroad. To Love you, is all I have, but it is a gift to me also.
This last few days has been so awful but your comments and e.mails had given me so much peace its more than the power of 1 it has been a divine intervention of all of you and for that I thank you.

I am so very very Blessed.
Much Love to you my Sweet FRIENDS.

YOU ROCK

12 Comments:

At 1:17 pm , Anonymous Anonymous said...

sending you more prayers and a bear hug. (whispering in ear...you're welcome)

 
At 1:59 pm , Blogger sandy said...

Shaz...good for you, getting his ashes. That has to feel better, that YOU can decide where to put them. I still have my brothers' ashes because I could never figure out where would be best. So he still "lives on" with us.

Some day though I will take them to a river in Arizona that he use to like.

I'm glad at least you have this.

Many prayers and hugs for you as you are facing another injection.

sandy
xoxo

 
At 2:58 pm , Blogger JP (mom) said...

You rock too, my Australian sister. So glad that your Uncle's ashes will be with you - surrounded by your love and good intentions. What an absolute blessing.

Lots of love (in great big buckets!) to you sweet Shaz.

xo,
d

 
At 9:15 pm , Blogger Vanessa said...

Oh Shaz, you don't know how happy I am to hear that your uncle will get to be properly treasured and laid to rest by a loved one and kindred spirit like you. So amidst the pain and grief, there has been a little bit of justice... I am so glad.
So now breathe some deep breaths and muster up some (more) strength for your next injection. Take it day by day, my dear... you're good at that, I know.
Sending you love, hugs and warmth,
Vanessa
*hug*

 
At 10:47 pm , Blogger ::Bek Geach:: said...

Shaz
She was just scared about me coming up and kicking her ass!!
Okay... its not ALWAYS good to deal with things with HUMOUR, but I know you get me *kakkle*

In the end... all we have is love.
And you have tonnes of it sweets.
I love *you*
Bx

 
At 3:52 am , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Shaz.....YOU ROCK!!!!!

Calling this woman was a brave step that you did in honor of your beloved uncle. Perhaps she realized the error of her ways, perhaps it was divine intervention, but the fact that you will be in possession of your uncle's ashes and will be able to follow your heart and soul on how he should be laid to rest....this is the closure that you need and DESERVE.

With everything that is swirling around in your life, you have shown such strong character. You are an amazing woman, you truly are.

So much love right back to you!!!!!
xoxoxoxo

and P.S.~ sending good thoughts for a smooth treatment day

 
At 5:16 am , Blogger Deb R said...

I'm SO proud of you for calling her and YAY that you're getting your uncle's ashes.

Sending good thoughts your way~~~

 
At 7:29 am , Anonymous Anonymous said...

shazz, i just sent you an email.

 
At 7:43 am , Anonymous Anonymous said...

okay, my email just bounced back for some reason. if you will write me at rubygirl76@gmail.com, i will forward you the email again.

 
At 11:00 am , Blogger Darlene said...

Hello my love...your name is etched in the palm of the Father's hand (and I have asked that mine be right next to yours ;)
Imagine that...the name of every child permanantly etched in a parents palm? Why not an arm, or a forehead...because a palm can be closed and held close to the heart...a very precious act of affection and protection.

That is you...and I have no doubt that you will be given further instructions as to your Uncle.

I am holding you close and know that healing surrounds you, Shaz.

Much love to you,
XXX darlene

 
At 6:58 am , Blogger Admin said...

heaps of love and prayers and meditations back to you!!!!

 
At 9:54 pm , Blogger Claire said...

Sending good vibes and good thoughts honey!

Cxx

 

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