Brisbane trip part One

Okay today.............Mmmmm I had a shit nights sleep my whole body writhing in pain with an intensity that made me cry which takes a lot usually and so I make the journey down the stairs to get some stronger pain meds and more sleeping tablets to try and rest my weary body. I hate to wake Ben up when I am up and down all night but he slept through it thank goodness as he has a big day today.
The pain throughout my back and neck is like doing a full set of super weight sets and then holding, allowing the lactic acid burn until you cant physically hold the weight any longer or stretching to the point of burning but moving does little to take that burn away. I don't know how else to describe it unless you have ever had a truck parked on you while the driver stops for breakfast.

But enough of that. My trip to Brisbane went well considering the lack of sleep and normal crap.
I went down on the Monday afternoon a day early, taking Olivia (Taylas bestie) home after her weekend with us. I went early as I wasn't comfortable with her catching the train by herself even if her mum was Grrrrr so I decided to go early.(I have no problem with taking her home its just the fact that they would let her catch a train with no super vision all that way)
The only downside to that was it happened to be the end of the long weekend for the May Day Weekend which is done yearly to protest for workers rights against our wanker Government(anyway that's a whole nother post) I sometimes march or go in support but for obvious reasons didn't attend.
Anyway a lot of people take advantage of the long weekend to go away up to? you guessed the Sunshine Coast where I live so the trip back took 3 hours instead of 1. Olivia and I said the time passed quickly as we sang and talked about old and new times and laughed at the things they have gotten up to in the years her an La have been friends and some recent events. She is such a pleasure and I love her a lot.

After dropping her off my first port of call was Lyndell my gal from high school. We talked and laughed and caught up on all the gossip until about 1 am so by then I was pretty shattered I did fall asleep then woke up to a shadow wavering over the top of me with a bit of a fright my eyes opened wide. It was Marty her hubby my guy friend from school standing or trying to stand (he had been at the march and lets just say the march goes for about 3 km and then they finish at the oval where their are food stands and yep many alcohol tents) He didn't know I was there so when he seen me curled up on a mattress in his lounge room he immediately panicked, then came the questions in his language of slur, lol I have spoken it once or twice my self so I am slightly familiar.
Marty-Hey Heyyyyyyyyy HAY a little louder.
Marty- Arb woo Okay whas wong.
Me -yeh mate alls good just down for a few days.
Marty- Wheds Bem ism e akay woo nob siting are wa.
Me- no honey we are not fighting I am just visitng.
Marty- da golls were day awe isay day k.
Me- yes marty the girls are fine.
Marty- woo sure wu k snaz eyes fix it saw woo dust til ma whads hoing un
Me- yeh honey everything is good I l tell you tomorrow nothing to be fixes babe, goodnight.
Marty- K wool c dar im ma morfink k
Me Yes honey see u in the morning.

That was it I was awake no chance of sleeping anymore so I tossed and turned for another couple of hours then decided to go over to Danas and climb into bed with her it was just before 6am but I don't sleep well away from home alone so I needed to go where I might of been able to get some. I woke Dana up but we both quickly hugged and then crawled into bed (her day off) and went to sleep.
Next minute the door flung open and Dana's room mate Christine whom I have known for years also flew in to ask Dana something then she spotted me dropped her coffee and gasped until she realised it wasn't anyone other than her Mumma so she was cute apologising giving me hug whilst saying my short hair was great but shell go now SORRRY...... I rolled over thinking okay sleep time shaz please lord just a little, when about half an hour later the door flew open and a little scream left the lips of Chantal, Dans other room mate she had also come in to ask a question (Christine had already left so she didn't know) Oh f#*k I mean oh sorry danas mum I didnt know who it was nice hair by the way, see ya sorry Laughing out loud you scared me, the door shut.
By now I am like holly shit Dans still asleep dont ask me how and I hope that's it, sleep please just a little as I drifted off for about an hour then my phone rang u r figgin kidding me I could of screamed I was just so tired.
Shaz.... yes Marty? Umm do I have anything to apologize for? you umm weren't here when I got up and umm well last night I cant quite remember if you know I umm said or umm did anything?
ME- Well if you dont call dry humping me in the lounge room something than I spose you safe. Marty- Oh F*#k Umm Oh Shit oh Geez um holy shit Shaz I'm sorryDid I Really??????
Me- Nooo you idiot, U were fine, I just couldn't sleep so I went to Dans I am here now and I will be over later tell Lyndell I couldn't find a pen to write a note to say where I was going and I will talk to you later.
Marty- Shit shaz I was worried. R u sure your okay?
Me-Yes honey I promise all is well.

Well that was it, it was now like 10 am and I got up there was no hope after that, so I cleaned up Christine's spilt coffee, made myself a green tea and decided to have a shower make dan get up and get ready so we could start our day and go see my sister.
We arrived at Kels and she opened the door, only to fall into my arms in an all too consuming emotional state of tears and sobs. Her hubby is working away for the first time and I am now an hour away so she is lonely and misses me but Chris had just gone back after a weekend home so she was a little emotional. She recovered and we hang out for a while until dan and I decided to go and get some naughty food and do a little shopping.
My god daughters wedding is in a few weeks so I thought id have a look around for the girls for something new to wear. Then Dana decided we where to go to the aunties and get a copy of the will.......................Mmmmm I was apprehensive to say the least. I felt sick and started to panic at even the thought of confrontation but that will have to wait till tomorrow as I just cant sit up any more maybe a massage or something but this pain is rediculous now and I wont accept it willingly.
Thank you for your support but for gods sake stop being so sweet you have me in tears daily with your love and its not helping my toughie front. lol. Just kidding you make my day every day.

Injection Day Tomorrow so I want to be past this, before that, it seems to never end but I know it is going to and it will be worth it in the end.

By the way I have a problem at the moment I am totaly addicted to porridge breakfast lunch and tea, Damn I cant get enough. How weird is that? Is it fattening? I dont think its got a whole lot of nutrition but I just have to have it. So I am oh well.

Thank you My Friends :)

Until tomorrow.....

Peace and Health to All xxx