Thursday..........Early Needle

Its Thursday...I have had my needle a day early as I have to go back to Brisbane to look after my nieces on the weekend as my lil sis is going to a wedding in Rockhampton so she flies out early Saturday morning and is back Sunday. So I figured if my needle was done a day early I can get past the yuk so I'm not a nasty aunt to my gorgeous girls.
(I get a little impatient when I am unwell) I don't want to project that on to the girls. My girls will be there to help out and Dana is around the corner if I need her.

Kym and Ray are here (Ben's mum and dad) so that's wonderful, they are a very precious spiritual and loving influence in my life and I feel our relationship is ordained by a higher power and most definitely meant to be, as is the relationship I have with Ben.

Well I had my rum and coke can while watching the footy but only got about half way through even after 80mins but it was nice to feel normal as I have never watched a game without a drink unless I was pregnant of course.

Well I made a huge massaman beef curry for dinner and I am going to enjoy my time with my Family, after my last twist in my brisy visit.

Well my last day in Brisbane wasn't as eventful for me as it was for Kel (sis) she has been unwell with an unknown ailment since her last bub was born. She is being treated for vertigo but she has turns sort of like a black out or a fit or something they don't know. She doesn't fit in the normal sense she tends to just sit flop and stare into space for a period of time with out blinking or moving. Anyway we are used to this happening and so it doesn't scare either of us any more and we kind of get through by making fun of the situation its an Aussie thing to pay out on stuff that may scare us or be upsetting. So when we drove into the city to buy a dress for the wedding that I had spotted the day before. Kel couldn't drive in so I decided to take her as I knew the dress would be perfect for her. All was well until the only way out of the damn car park was the lift, there are no stairs I think thats so bizarre but anyway we took the lift and kel was instantly dizzy she had left her vertigo tablets at home of course so she was feeling a little woozy. We walked out into the mall arm in arm and up the street towards the shop where the dress was, Kel started saying she felt pretty dizzy and could feel she maybe going to have a turn so of course I head for the nearest seat and sat her down. Then she was out eyes wide open but no movement, if I was to have let her go she would have fallen off the chair as she cant hold herself up when this happens. So I continue to talk her through and smile as to not draw a lot of attention occasionally taking the opportunity to let her slip a little so she nods and I pick her head up. Why do you ask do I let her slip a little because its funny and its the only time I can get her back. lol
Shes lucky I didn't lay her on the ground and do a rain dance around her so when she woke up she was super embarrassed, so it could of been worse. Anyway a few minutes later she woke up I got her a drink of water and let her recover for a minute before we started to walk towards the shop. She then started to get a wobble up like she was drunk and to be honest I got the fits of giggles and started geeing her up, she was laughing at my nastiness when the wobble got worse and we both by now were searching for another chair and she felt she needed chocolate so obviously her blood pressure and sugar had dropped, don't panic just find chocolate, so I walk her to the little news shop in the centre of the mall and by now I was in fits of laughter at the fact that I was having a really hard time holding her up so we looked a real sight her shaking like one of those bobble headed things and me looking like shit trying to hold her up and us both pissing our selves laughing.
I grabbed a caramello Koala and shoved it into her gob while stopping her from collapsing over all the piles of magazines and newspapers stacked quite high. While we were laughing and she was shaking and I was trying to push the chocolate in her mouth, I was trying to find money and keep her upright while trying to explain to the girl who looked quite confused at us both that her sugar was low and just needed a minute but she couldn't work out what the hell was going on. Kel took another few minutes to finish eating the chocolate and then I let her sit with caramel from ear to ear for a minute while I stopped laughing and cleaned her up.
Now I can understand that this isn't really that funny to most people but you have to understand our sick sense of humour we take every opportunity to take the piss out of each other and usually do. That moment was no different. so you need to know I do care but its a coping mechanism and I am sorry but watching her try to get that half melted choclate to her lips while she missed twice and had it all over her face is pretty funny, in my defence she would of laughed at me, ummm or burst into tears with fright but anyway I laughed.

Well I will try to catch up over the weekend time permiting.

PS: If you have a couple of minutes watch this it touched me today.

Peace and Health to All XXXX

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