Hello my friends I am sorry I haven't been around I haven't even read anybody's Happenings.
I am so sorry for that, I am not very well and I cant really concentrate. I cant even journal my days as I don't want to remember. Edit (that sounds to dramatic)
It is just a tough time I think its withdrawals from my new mates. BAh hahhh........Hang on that always looks better when bek does it.

My white cell count is the same so that is really good news.

I hope you are all well with school finishing and xmas nearly upon us. I will have a lot of reading with you all to do that's for sure.
I have just had a phone call from My in-laws something that they have been trying to get started is an orphanage in Garner West Africa.(this link is not theres) It seems this dream of ours may just come to fruition. I am so excited to be involved it is very close to my heart. Ben and I cant have kids of our own, four is all I was blessed with, then I had Cancer my dream of a huge family of kids was cut short at 25 I always wanted to start a camp for underprivileged kids to be able to visit a farm stay as such but Maybe this is why I have always thought that there was more for me as far as more children are concerned this maybe it. I didn't think I knew what I was going to as far as study was concerned once I am feeling better was but nursing sounds like a good start and I will get used to the sounds of the wilds of that country(smile) even part time. This exciting news is just what I need to keep me going.
Dreams are what I need right now and giving a MuMMas Heart full of unconditional love to children who don't feel that anymore, would fill me with the greatest of contentment possible. The land is being donated from a lady in London so this truly may come to fruition..WOW

Love and Hugs
Peace and Protection

P.S. Vanessa, how cool is the link thang (Thankyou Sweet)