8 random or goofy things and an update.......

Well the gorgeous Darlene tagged me for this and I had trouble coming up with things but my sister Kell helped out so that was cool. I can’t even mention some of things she said I'm honest but reasnably tactfull. LOL
I will leave it up to you to be tagged but please let me know if you do it so I can read.

*We have to post these rules before we give you the facts.*Players start with eight random facts/habits about themselves.*People who are tagged write their own blog post about their eight things and include these rules.*At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged and they should read your blog.

1) I have a bad habit of running material under my fingernails especially between Ben’s clothes, anywhere I can find a fold or make one before he catches me or notices I am doing it.I have to run the material under my nails wether there clean or dirty.I do it without realising and it drives Ben crazy. With every hug or when ever I can grab the material of his clothes I fold it and run it under my nails one by one. I do it in my pockets and on anything I can get my hands on but Ben is my number one target. It drives him mad........
2) I can't stand cockroaches they make me dry reach, they make me scream and dance around like a Traditional American Indian doing a rain dance on crack. This from a girl who plays with rats, spiders and snakes. I bait my own hook clean my own fish and I have also stuck my arm up a cows Woo Hoo to assist in a breach birth of its calf when I was working on a cattle station in the middle of no where.
3) I carry floss and a tooth brush in my hand bag I am fanatical about my teeth. I have to have clean teeth and a clean tongue. I only have 1 filling and I got that when I was 10. There are no caps or veneers and they are okay but I wish they were whiter and tend to over clean rather than under clean. I am good now at only about 6 times a day. I think they have a name for that “OCD” Grrrrr.
4) I am a huge hoarder and I am very sentimental over odd things. My car being one of them. I love my truck I have had it for 12 years and have no intentions of getting another one like EVER, her name is Betty and I talk to her. I have many ugly things and just many things I just can’t throw out and moving is never easy for us.
5) I have a sister who is only 6 months older than me. She is my half sister from my natural dad we have never met but I met a lady at a hungi a few months back and she said she had met a girl who looked just like me around my age with her name which is Tracey and she lived in the same town that my sister did so maybe it was her.
6) Okay I have a reputation for being phobic of public toilets and I am very pedantic about my paper I am definitely a folder not a scruncher and at home if I go, the door stays open and I will even talk on the phone while I’m there but get me near a public toilet and I loose the plot I hate them.
7) My adopted dad and my natural dad both died at the age of 47 years old 18 years apart.
8) I leave my expensive jewellery in different so called safe places all over the house. I have lost particular pieces of jewellery for over 6 years at a time only to have it turn up in a teapot or in a pocket of a jacket or somewhere obscure. No one wants to hear it anymore as I do it all the time, I used to worry and panic if I misplaced something but now I know it will turn up eventually even if its in the garden or old handbags. I have been very lucky like that.

Tomorrow my brother Danny and his girl Missy go to court over the kids and the abuse so please pray or send any positive energy you can for that they need all of our help.
I just can’t believe the last few weeks it’s just been so full on it starts to wear you down and the days and weeks seem to marry into one long nightmare for those around me.
I’m not worried about me its just so many things need sorting out and I hate that I can’t give it my all at this time. Everyone understands but I don’t like it in fact it distresses me endlessly.
My bloods aren’t real flash and the migraines, well let’s just say migraine. I treat it constantly as there isnt any break these days its just one long pain in my head and a myriad of drugs that effect the excessiveness of that pain. I went to the doctor today and had a bit of a cry about how many pain killers I’m taking and asked about the effect on my liver and I wonder if it can handle the load I can handle the pain but it worries me the amount of drugs I’m on and are the long term effects greater than the result.
She sympathetically tells me only 3 months to go and unless they put me in hospital for pain relief intravenously or insert a port-a-cath for narcotics I just have to wether through the storm. So I reaffirm daily that my low white cell count will stay just above dangerous (that's good) and so will my haemoglobin. I fully believe that and it’s okay, but I didn’t get an answer to my question as they don’t know until after treatment ends how my liver will hold up to all of this but she said that I’m doing the right thing. (I hope so) no edit: I know so!!!!!!
I had my injection tonight as I want to be stronger by the weekend. I am trying to use my side a little as the front of my tummy is discolouring at the injection sites and I don’t know if that will ever go away not that I care but its yucky. Tuesday is the day of the funeral and I want to go down to Peter earlier as I’m having a hard time being so far away from him at the moment I just pray he’s okay and that I’m strong enough to go down Saturday to be with him.

Courage Comes From Faith
"Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest."(Joshua 1:9)