Absence
Its usually the case when you do don't see my comments or new posts that I am unwell.
The same is true at the moment, I don't know whats happening and I have been to sick to even make it to the doctor, I have missed two appointmentsas I just couldn't make it.
It comes in waves and is debilitating my symptoms are strange and my specialist who is supposed to know has no idea nor has he taken to much time to try and help.
I am a little discouraged and a lot freaked out by whats going on and the more I research post treatment side effects the more freaked out I become. (so I have stoppedreading)
I am supposed to be recovering, feeling a little better each day but instead I am ok for an hour more or less then flat on my back either asleep or in strange spasms feeling like I'm going to throw up then dizzy confused then ok again............ if you can call it ok, the only relief I get is with pain killers and then that only stops me shaking like I have Parkinson's. I am trying to avoid taking them unless it becomes way to much.
I do not want more drugs and hate that I have to take anything at all.
I wake up thinking today is a better day but it doesn't last long hence it coming in waves.
I have little or no control and its frustrating.
I will make it to another doctor but am extremely disappointed in my specialist and his lack of care with my follow up post treatment.
I will be letting him know at my scheduled appointment in December.
I hope you are all well and look forward to catching up with you all.
Peace and Health To All XXXX
posted by Shaz @ Thursday, November 01, 2007
16 Comments
16 Comments:
Shaz am thinking and praying you get some relief soon... you've gone through so much to get to this point I hope this passes as fast as it arrived...I hope you DO make it to another doctor and that they help. Much love and lots of thoughts, Katie, x
Is this your body's way of withdrawing from the treatment? After all it has been used to getting it all this time and now it has stopped. I too hope you get to a Dr as this is the time for you to feel good. I had so hoped that these bad days would be over for you now Shaz. Just think of it as a minor setback and brick bats to the Specialist too.
Waiting to hear & sending you love and prayers ... xx, deb
Oh please take care of yourself dear Shaz.I'm sending hugs and good health thoughts your way.
I hope it eases up soon (no, now). I hate to think of you in such discomfort. You've been through so much, it's a bummer that the last stretch should be so tough. But at least it is the last stretch :)
Thinking of you,
Vx
keep on keeping on!
Every day when I would stop by, and your post hadn't changed...I just knew it wasn't good. Jill went through some similar things, it seemed like forever...but we did get through it...I know you will too. More prayers that ever being sent up for you my dear!!
Love and Hugs
Wanda
seeing no post like wanda said I too figured you were not well so praying with all your other friends mates and family that this shall pass quickly dear shazzie knowing how much you have been through I hope and send comforting wishes your way and that God who is the God of all comfort will extend plenty to you soon and for an extended length of time warm wishes sweet shazzie xx
I have found docotrs loose their sensetivity over the years and seem uncaring because tye se this all the time.
You have been taking some strong meds for the last year and it will take time for all of it to get flushed out of your system.
I am sure it will be kicking your butt all the way out the door, withdrawls usually do.
From what you say you get worse when you start moving around, probably because the blood is pumping faster through your body incresing what is leaving out of your body.
Lay down and rest more, work less until thgis is over.
I hope you feel better soon, Shaz. Sending good thoughts your way~~~~~
Hey Shaz, Pete and I are with Wanda and Robert, we knew that when we didn't hear that something was up. God knows you are strong enough to get through this, it just has to take it's course. It's a Bugga I know but like I said last time, you will be up and around in no time and we wont be able to stop you. Just rest for now and know we are praying for you.
Love you
Kezzie xxx
sending warm and fuzzies your way. i hope you feel better really soon. stay cool (it is hot there now, right?) we are getting into the cooler weather now, and have already had a little snow, it didn't stay, t.g.
just catching up take care of yourself.
Oh Shaz....I hope you feel better soon. I'm thinking about- sending my love across the miles! :)
Thinking of you everyday......am worried about you Shaz.
Wish I could send over a little faerie to sprinkle healing dust all over you.
dana
thinking of you
wishing you better
Vx
Thank God for Wanda's comment, nice to know that she has been through this and can say from experience that you WILL get past this my love.
Missing you much.
Will call - you've been on my mind (and Nathan's) lots lately.
(hugs) and love
Bx
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